Her hands planted the peonies and the lilacs. She chose the burning bushes that flank the walkway on either side, and the boxwoods guarding the front porch. The two massive pines? Christmas trees from long ago, legend tells. Growing ever greater, choking the light from the eastern beds.
Every day this week we’ve had rain. Storms sweeping from the south, filling the Ohio River past her banks toward civilization. She never agreed to the townhouses, the bars and cars, the soccer fields and parks and highways and boulevards.
I can always orient myself to the river, despite my sense of no direction. My gutters spill over, too, and water the multiplying weeds in Marge’s garden. And the boxwoods, and the burning bushes, and the honeysuckle taking root in the old stone wall. The rain waters it all, unconcerned which is garden and which is wild Earth.
My mother is concerned. She is exasperated to hell with me for allowing Marge’s garden to become ripe and full and wild. She’s right, you know, as a person of civilization, the bars and cars and townhouses and boulevards, the gardens of the generations who occupied these homes so long before us, they demand order.
This garden isn’t mine. It’s Marge’s. And so the house. And so the world.
But I can always orient myself to the river, the storms, the weeds. I am the wild things.