I'm the girl who obeys Who does what she's told I never run or fight My brain always controlled Sleek brown coat Big doe eyes Prancing through the forest I was caught by surprise You were beautiful Controlled by emotion I was mesmerized I didn't see the corrosion I don't struggle against you I think I want to live I know you're angry And I hope you'll forgive I stare into the lights I stare at an escape I do what you ask And never make a mistake Your car barrels towards me I stay where I am Maybe in the next life I won't be as ****** I cant run away I'll stand there frozen With my chest on display I'll lay on my back With my heart exposed It's like I'm already dead Like my body's decomposed The road rumbles beneath me I see a better life A way to finally please you So l lean into the knife