I started writing again
I sit in the sunshine
I traded in the drink for a pen
The pen is actually my smartphone

But alas that doesn’t rhyme or flow
My poetry is broken
As am I
I feel as if awoken

From a long deep slumber
One I tossed an sweated through
One much needed
Now the morning light is peeking through

Except there again my poem is lacking
I don’t even care
As I hear my bones cracking
I rise from my bed with a stretch

Shaking out the nightmares
I now forget
Crying and smiling at the same time

I know I will always remember
Those nightmares past
I know I will never forget

And yet here I am, whole
And yet lost
Staring at the morning sun
Wondering what it is
That has begun