Once i've tried to scape
this living hell so called
mind
but the more i tried to
swim
i ended up sinking even
further
and further
so i reached the bottom of
this
black ocean so called
mind
and i found myself
half dead
but how does one get half dead
when they're not living
at all?
sometimes i still try
to reach on the surface
but deep down myself i
know
i know that i cannot be
of a good use any longer
part of me is dead and
the other part is numb as
i try to ease all the pain
of a lifetime
once lived by myself
or thought that has been lived
or thought that has been someone
once or twice
in life.