He is the quiet kind of ruined. The kind that doesn’t bleed, but decays slowly beneath the skin. No one notices the way his hands tremble when they’re not looking. How he stares too long at nothing, as if the silence is speaking back. He’s mastered the art of being unseen.
They say he’s calm. Collected. Strong. He won’t ask for help, but renders it instead But strength is just another word for silence when no one is listening.
Inside, he is all cracked glass— one breath away from shattering. He carries storms like secrets in his chest. Memories sharpened into weapons he turns inward.
He doesn’t scream. Because screaming would mean He’s real, and he’s been pretending for so long he’s started to vanish even to himself.
Some nights, he feels it rising— a pressure, a pulse, like something terrible trying to claw its way out. But he swallows it down. Always. Because what if the breaking never stops? What if he becomes everything he’s afraid of?
No one sees the ruin in his restraint. How holding it in has become its own kind of violence. There is a war inside him with no victor, only ruin, only wreckage.
One day, he will not bend. He will not warn. He will simply cease. And it won’t be loud. It’ll be the kind of quiet that takes the air with it. The kind that leaves people whispering, “But he seemed fine…”