I know how to deal with you now How to handle your fragile masculinity How to say what I want to say Without giving you something to use against me I know this isn’t how it’s supposed to be It’s not how family’s work But because I know that I know that mom will always take your side I know she doesn’t mean it She doesn’t realize how you treat me is different than how you treat her I know I shouldn’t have to watch my words I should be able to tell you anything I should be able to be happy when I finally see you after forever But I find myself happy when your gone I can’t explain it I love you But I don’t like you And that’s how it’s always going to be Because you don’t like confrontation And I don’t like when you hurt me Dad,