Eintracht Frankurt came to London and people asked me whether i was a German Andrews we talked with Toby in school about the bellybutton and now i think he's my neighbor and Pius about Ghana and there was so much talk of America and going back to work i felt relaxed like i let things happens and there were so many people and no Noah in sight... there were so few animals willing to continue their existence with us: humans the cursed animals so only the crows as reminders as pigeons as poems as seagulls for the rallying cry of the Volk... PRTAKTISCH VOLK PRAKTISCH i practice people i see the child and in that frame of art and mirror the stature of marriage among other males is taggering... staggering... it's either wine... balsmaic vinegar or any other vinegar beer carried him off like a fizzy drink and ***** and water align: what other animals like man without god or soul is the lion in the zoo? what is Witgenstein's Lion in Zoo with Kneprick the Cat of Shroedinger is a Lion in a Cage in Man in Francis Bacon Portraits of Freud-****** mannerisms like combining **** with tobacco is like Freud snorted ******* and ****** snorted amphetamines... the ego crushing weight of the self: in trip... just in public: among people Essex slang when a vulnerable male suckles up to you Hammers in the Cockerels... Hammer Cockerels... Woolwich wankers Arsenal are Millwall in disguise while Tottenham are West Ham in disguise... Millwalls originates among the Scots: the harvest of the Black Plague Industrialah the Industrial Age and the Black Plague: move man into the society i will shower you gold upon gold so much till you arrive at FIAT and where money is already metaphysical: currency... and there is so much talk of monkey in money swimming for dog treatment by cutting off the tail for the dobberman i didn't walk around the workplace being all friendly and giving gestures i was so Kauaian relaxed i had my ***** at my side: Reyla... coming into work... like school with cages: work is school: with cages... work is school: school 2.0 work is work is school and school oh dear i just walked around and looked at faces and those that recognised me and with who i had mutual esteem... i said to Charles, Carlisle... i got married... when asked where i was for all of March... where could a pauper security guard go for a month and i didn't own a yacht but the love of my mother and with wind to speak of my father to guide me and i can only find a brother who is on the driftwood of the sea of time with only the rivers in our mind never able to be rivers among the sea of time against the crux of the grain of sand he is not my son of god my messiah my one and only he is my brother who could dare to ask to be his equal but never the original but the ***** was fixed and we waited we knew how this game was going to get played out i lingered... slow... slowly... speaking to old African Women and in my dreams i dreamnt of the Baba Yaga and i was just playing a game... and i love the perfect happenstance magic flicker.. of angelic wings... i was asked: the glow of the marriage ring he just sat down and i felt GAY are you... sweeet? are you? are you sweeet? Essex into New York insertion of "cool"... are you sweet? the matter was resolved... i saw more patterns of arrows... brother O brother... what strange god so corporeal and so cognition stealing therefore if true: wouldn't you want a mitigation... of how emotions are reasoned with? after all this is not about the two dualisms within a dichotomy or a dualism of two dichotomies: i'm leaving behind the Use of Two Tongues which: is... to be frank... a bit different to what Philosophers Offer in their realm of Monolingualism...
BILINGUALISM-SCHIZOPHRENIA: i came into AUTISM month... i think people think i'm autistic but then i snap out of my autism and i am too quick a Tasmanian devil of tongues on Kauai... let the choir sing and that is heaven with god but then there us in the democracy of hell: that is within the realms of purgatory... and that also argues: the synonymous hierarchies of heaven when singing meets with speaking... and speaking comes from seeing and seeing might come from words and constellation of stars and from there: came thoughts... from the stars came thoughts and not through our own cruel gods let us go to the stars but dreaming bigger bigger than the people who dreamnt actually making that first step... let's work on the first step of man on the moon... and let's make more of those golgotha magnets for the fridge the best harem ande brothel is my wife and i get the dark project for ego and the kantian noumenon of the trinity in its most pure sense.. and the impure... less graphic...
three burger down man van and i almost giggled a buddha from seeing the chicken nuggets sink into his giggles and gibberish that i felt i might as well drink a bottle of red otherwise with you i'd eat too much and drink some apple cider vinegar to tobacco is tied to marijuana now you tie apple cider vinegar to water to ***** now let us visualise wine the flowing feeling yes but the first step on the moon... and where thoughts originate from: the ordeal of the stars... the invention of numbers and trans-punctuation marks:
how to otherwise 1 + 1 = 2 and i: thought; this: for that: there: i am: and: am not - such thoughts like trajectories of keeping the cool learning from Polynesia but a Chronos in the Kitchen... a terrible boss: no chances in the kitchen let's me know about my huspand and how work happens and how chill he is... and she doesn't know how chill i am at work... she thinks i'm not so cool but her little girl i think she thinks i'm cool and i'm just being cool... so cool off... please...
such epic demands: like i must reread James Joyce's Ulysses i don't know why i missed the toilet scene... i missed the toilet scene... but i will have to sell me my Dickens and Balzac from the Victorian Era of Publishing and Printing... a bit like finding collectors of Vinyl Liquirice...
and there is so much jungle-flesh and how i wish i was more body and flesh but i am: all mind and some octopus i am not a fighter i am a talker and i'm o.k. with that because my daughter has good stock of the dead father like unlike the ***** bank i am actually looking for a complete psychological profile of a woman that completely disregards her biological reality and i choose the bioological reality of the woman's voice... as direct as mine in defence... listen... no one is talking about the 2nd ****** Birth because that Implies... the 2nd ******* Coming is No'Coming! M'un... it.. ain't... *******... happening: too much reality is probably just enough reality sorry but Christianity is still the 2000 years of feminism that is finallyt being humble Satan and exposing itself Christianity is... deductively... with Heidegger's hammer and... well... hand-job... Christianity became Feminism: thank you... the end...