i still have so many things to talk to you,
so many questions left unanswered,
so many that my heart yearns for it,

my feelings towards you has changed,
im growing more and more uninterested of being treated like this,
and more and more at adapting of leaving you,

i dont want to admit that im kind of afraid of losing you,
thats why i keep ties and binds you to somehow hold you still,
but i cant restrain and hold you back any longer from growing,

i will leave when i am truly satisfied,
and when i feel like you don’t deserve any of my love anymore,
though a sight of you will probably make me fall back to square one.