i've been told i should write a book that maybe that’s my purpose in this life to share with others how painful this sickness can be but who wants to write about all the pain they’ve been through and that’s why they are the person they are today who wants to hear another sob story about not being loved being abused in all the ways a human can be i have no purpose in this life i’ll never be a writer nor anything worth writing about i’m just another statistic no one cares about in my bones i know i’m just another walking tragedy broken and betrayed by the system and their own parents doomed to walk the same path or die trying to fix what i never broke and no one cares to understand