Sometimes at night
I cant fall asleep
because I start to think
I know that it gets bad when
my brain wont even shut off.
I think of you.
I think of how we used to be.
The way we would talk.
It makes me feel lonely.
I shut my eyes and tell myself to
dream
because that's the only place were you are
With me.
But then I wake up and reach to only see that you're not there
and that's my sad reality....