How does it feel to be haunted by the same thought you once believed was forgotten? It feels as if my mind has become a void, later filled with millions of thoughtsβ like restless souls that haunt me all the time. It's so exasperating that I just want to escape from it.
But I wonderβ is it the thought itself, or am I the one allowing my mind to wither? Or is it the words that keep buzzing in my mind? I always thought those words had vanished forever, but they never truly left, did they?
Instead, they have ruined my soul in every possible way, haunting me and turning it into a miserable existence. I yearn for peace, yet it feels impossible to attain with this restless, relentless mind of mine.