I used to play a game by myself… A game of Russian Roulette every waken night.
Decide my fate— Make my choice… Whether to heal— Or to hurt again…
A friend once asked me,
“Why in the world would you hurt yourself?”
Soon in my lonely bathroom, scars bloom beneath the weeping moon—
I gave it up… Gave the blade away to that friend… I feel strange but free to quit, like I can breathe another day. It’s the End of my Game…
A few days ago I talked to a friend I had trouble connecting with. We talked it out and I gave him something that've been hurting me physically and mentally because I felt like trusting him and helping myself heal for a bit.