The sun shine rolls in it time to get up it shouts.I cant get up though im stuck.I cant move im in bed feeling like it sinking im left to think. i'm thinking about the after life.I im tired but i been sleep for years never to rest always thinking left to rot.i finally have got up after years still tired barely able to move but i am getting up the suns down now.I am trying to walk i can't i fall to the ground.I wonder is this the life of bpd the falling and never able to get up.