I just want to know that if I died tonight who would cry tomorrow who would stand in the cold and listen to the minister speak on my behalf who would write letters to my parents, apologizing who would leave bouquets of pretty flowers at my tombstone who would stand tall, sturdy as stone and suffer in silence who would morn for a day then go about their lives who would see it in the obituaries and shrug who would only notice after a month or three or twelve or seventeen how many strangers wouldn't care? I wonder.