i am forever grateful i met you in this
universe.
however i still wish things were different.
i wish i could be someone different,
i wish i could be the thing that brings
a smile to your face
but not in way most people think i mean.
i wish i could be the ideal person for
your universe
even if i was, would you take that chance?
if i change everything about myself
would you take that chance?
i dream almost every night of that
different universe
where you and i live together
in a house, with our cat and dog
maybe we’re different, maybe we switched
places
maybe we even learn new things about ourselves that we never knew
our lives would be full of “maybes”
however that is not our life that we live.
our universe isn’t my ideal one
but i’ve accepted that.