Could it have been me Free to see Those eyelids close So slowly Like they're sleepy
Would it have been me Free to brush Your light hair Like they're clouds I've always wished To feel
Could it have been me Free to touch Your face Always ready for a smile
Would it have been me Free to look Into those eyes That can see the beauty, That can see so many
Could it have been me Free to hold The hand That creates Wonder from simplicity
Would it have been me Free to hear Your thoughts And your innermost desires
Could it have been me Free to experience The colors You fill your world with
Would it have been me Free to bathe In your silence While you dream
Could it have been me Free to wipe away Your tears Your fears Your hesitations
Or would it not have mattered Because you love her Not because she came first Into your life But because She is your perfection And I cannot compare And all I can do Is love you Quietly Content From afar
Nearly eight months later Still having problems with would and could