I want to get better I need to get better I will get better I will get help I will do anything I just want to be happy. ~ I have help I am working on myself I am making progress I am happier I am getting better. ~ ****, I am getting worse again. I made progress... but now I am back to ****. This is all useless. Why? I thought I was getting better... I hate it! ~ It's slowly getting better again. I just need patience. It's hard, but it's working. It's like a dance... Two steps forward, one step back, two steps forward, one step back... and so on... The eternal dance of healing.