Smoke fills my lungs, while serenity fills my mind. I cruise by yellow green fields speckled with horses and cows. The way the sun hits my eyes makes me want to dive head-first into the billowy, pillowy clouds swimming in the sea of sky.
Lining the road are a million green hands linked to thousands of branches that wave hello. I let my thoughts wander, but they never get very far, so when memories of you start flooding my car, I roll my windows down to let you float away. It’s easier being happy when there’s nothing to say.
I let my hand surf the wind, effortlessly shooting up and down, yet always safely secured to my body. Feeling, maybe, how a baby feels when she’s tossed through the air thrilled, but well aware, of the adult standing there, but - that’s as if a hand could feel these things.
I know the things my hands can feel, and for now they are floating, flying, free past the horses and cows and yellow green fields.