you must have no clue because i am only interested in you sometimes you keep me up late and I wonder how long i can wait i'm bursting at the seams i'm trying not to tell you, but that's not what my heart screams can i just give you a hint i want you to know, but i would rather you didn't the ending of your name is n and i consider you a good friend but that's not your real name your first name ends in an a and this is where things start getting messy my heart starts getting heavy if i don't tell you i will regret my feelings i should confess i wish i could take off your mask and i can i know i can but some little insecurity inside of me is telling me not to why am i letting fear control me i've talked to you ABOUT you isn't that just silly bet you didn't know i am waiting till december and that's as far as i can go fifty four days till i'm free of two different captivities but maybe i can't wait that long should i tell you soon i wish you could answer this i'm sure my friends are sick of hearing about you.