The time I needed you the most ,
You weren't there .

I won't be their when I have all,
I won't be their now ,

You Saw my tears ,
You Saw my agony ,
You knew I was alone ,
No friends none ,

I have No one to talk to,
I expected you to be their
But that was my fault isn't.

Was happy that I made someone
Who will be with me till eternity.

But I was wrong .

Now I am afraid to love
Now I am afraid to make friends

I am short tempered I know
But I genuinely felt bad and regretted things that I said with my mouth .

My sorry came from bottom of my heart .

I guess that was not enough,

You did say many things that I didn't like too
But I always thought it's the moment that is bad not the person .

In the end I am here again standing with myself with a shattered mirror .
Seeing myself into 100 pieces in the broken mirror.

I hope you are happy now .
I still miss being with you ,
Taking with you , teasing you , making you angry , laughing with you .

I hope you are happy ,
and you get someone that truly understands you ,

Not like me who is short tempered and makes fuss if I don't get attention even for a slightest day .
Who makes fuss if I don't get to talk to you .

I am sad ,
But it's going to be alright .
You being happy was my priority ,
It doesn't matter if it happens with me being with you or not .

I won't be there now ,
This time I am hurt too .

Hope you do well

To
My prettiest friend

From
Satvik