I have my half written poems I have this blue window to look through when I’m lonely I ignore its invitation I sit on this bed like it’s the edge of the world the white sheets sleep behind me like restless angels I scribble words I call it poetry I write the word love in black ink and the walls become irritable deep blue shadows swallow my room of souvenirs I want to hear the sound of violins I want to hear the sadness in your voice become clear I need a pleasant dream I need something solid to lean upon I need something to sooth these shaking hands … Clay.M