I occur to me--like a deep sea methane bubble. The one getting away with the perfect crime, the one that pops into pictures mid-cheese. The one that believes the ability to perceive sixty-four squares is proof of mastery. The one afforded views from where the sun will no longer be. The one that weather goes to for advice. The one who demands the provenance of a day's counterfeit painting. The one who just left Kant's: "The Critique of Pure Reason" on the set of: "Rebel Without a Cause". The one who thinks internal organs are a hellish realm, conspiratorial whispers. The one who thinks ending this poem would be a mercy-killing, yet the imaginative commitment to a deer's suffering lifts before a gun's fired. As it were, who I take myself to be--is unexpectedly confronted. It's this secret avatar whose overly-accurate resemblance I no longer fall for--I have a feel for my Face. It's gaming diversion, of inner-reflections hid behind--which I've now turned on the secret avatar.