Nothing's ever what it seems, I wait around 'cause in my dreams, you're something more than what I am not Spam 'n eggs, green eggs or ham
but what I've dreamed in slumber's car is not beyond the farthest star but just above the highest cloud where frozen skies can't scream out loud
or laugh or cry or live or die or touch the apple of His eye or grasp a thought, and catch a smile or take a nap and rest a while
or lie outside in fresh cut grass the summer sun, the day to pass and when I'm rested, let it go autumn comes and then the snow
life is short, and I am smitten but hardly had the fruit been bitten anger cuts the evening short hopes and dreams meet TV sport
angry tones, a hot debate and deep-set hurt will always wait words are spoken, much regret at least you're free now from the net
darkness comes but evening's fires thaw the chill, and warm desires hope for love, a life so sweet calms the rage and stirs the heat
not so fast, the damage done the fear rekindled in His son faith moves mountains, this one still cannot be moved beyond his will
all I wanted, something good something blessed, a God who could give me more than fleeting hope far beyond my simple scope
and looking at that brightest star reminded what a fool I ARE I wish I may and wish I might not have the thing I had tonight
to leave it to the Greatest One is often hard and not much fun less difficult, yet worse to take is love's enormous bellyache
reminded there's a better plan a place within His loving hand and taken there one autumn day the dream's allure just fell away
what I had thought 'true love' would be far less than what He has for me with oneness as it's greatest goal, forgives the hurts and heals the soul
'A work in progress': A time of growth wherein I had to learn to let go of a dream when it was not shared and let God do it His way. In the end I kept a friend.