I’m lost she said crossing her legs while lighting a cigarette I pour her a drink and wipe the mascara from her cheek there was an unmistakable sadness in her eyes she used words that would hold you for a while then let you slip you only feel this in the last breath of your love she said as the curtains danced with the wind like torn sails there was a soft grey blanket thrown over the sun and she was like a portrait of smoke there was a red thread that connected our spirits there was a distant hum of sad melodies so much can happen between the space of songs and I don’t want to miss it … Clay.M