I consider myself a pyromaniac by design. **** me softly with your absence --- you ar e dead to me as in you are gone, but you continue to haunt my loneliness with your i nflicted trauma. and all I want to do is make you understand that *you are an evil disc of make-believe in make-up - - - you are not m y sun - - - you are a cheap fluorescent ligh tbulb hanging by a dusty chain and it's been e asy finding a replacement with every step outsi de - - - even the most overcast days are brighter than you.