Would it help to complain? Claim that I am losing my brain? Put all of my issues onto your back Give a guilt trip that you’re all I lack Pretend to fall apart Bring all kinda darkness into my heart Give up on my art Disappear For nearly a year With no explanation due Would that get me Some attention from you? What should I do? Is my only option to get over you? Apparently so I don’t need you to tell me What I should already know All of this is of no use And it’s not on you That I refuse to see the truth