Last year I wanted to **** myself This year I want to do better Even when life's looking wetter I heard when it rains it pours Keep pushing through these pains and soars But I'm just struggling Keep pushing myself Even if it can be bad for my health I know where I need to be And one day I will see That I didn't just do it for me Or you or them but my whole family So look at me go Keep running And even if I get slow I'll still finish the race first And make sure all of you know I still did it at my worst