Oh lord Forgive me for I have sinned Like Adam and Eve I am the snake in the garden Oh lord Will you forgive me for I have sinned? Like Eve and Adam I am the apple in Eden Oh lord I have sinned to be forgiven Like Adam, Like Eve All I knew was that you told me To come back to you even if I have sinned I have tasted hell for years I am going to be there for years Oh lord Forgive me for I have sinned And forgive the people who betrayed me Forgive the traitors in my past and the betrayals in my mind Oh lord Will you forgive me for I have sinned? Like Abel, Like Cain or will I be your lucifer Lost in hell forever lost touch to the rope Like the son of Noah For I have sinned?
Mental health issues can lead to differential in understanding of the world and they may create a crack in your skull so wide that you can't fit it with anything but forgetting. It's hard to catch your abilities out of those memories. stay safe and sound.