A life to others that may seem like fiction,
My own story ‘the great contradiction!’
I’m full up yet empty at the same time.
I’m treading water yet towing the line.
A soul full of tears and a smile on my face.
Time’s dragging by at an incredible pace.
I know where I am yet I’m totally lost.
All that is free comes with such cost.
I’m straight as a dye yet can’t unwind.
I know where it is yet unable to find.
When I let go,I hold on tight.
Getting it wrong when I’m doing it right!
Looking for answers,I already hold.
Blowing hot when I’m feeling cold.
When everyone’s here,I’m all alone.
Finding I’m reaping what others have sown
So there you have it ,the contradiction that’s me.
Adding more chains when i try to break free!