My eyes try to open
But the sun is too bright
I don't want to cry
So I close my eyes
I try to keep it in
To show that I'm strong
It's so hard sometimes
So I squeeze them shut
I open them again
When I hear laughter
I wish I could go outside
But is is too dificult for me
If I could just smile..
But I feel pain
I feel remorse
I feel weak and little
I don't want to time-travel
So I block the images out
I close my eyes
I force them to shut