i wasn't prepared for how it feels to be right in this circumstance sick to the bottom of my heart replaying the argument over in my head when the venom was spewing it wasn't meant to harm just to dissuade or persuade one another to lay down our arms but the flames have swallowed you whole another abandoned soul i want to rewind and change it all but i have no such control instead i'm right and you are suffering i saw it play out in theory but seeing it is another thing i want to spare your pain but the price is paid i want to offer reprieve but there's almost nothing to say when it is what it is and what was is set on its course take the visions away i don't want to be right anymore
i don't want to look
your skin is sloughing off tender to the touch i do more harm than good it seems despite my aching love