My best friend died My boyfriend said he hates me And I've been thinking lately That it's not all in my head I broke my mirror last week I can't stand my own reflection It was just some raw emotion I can't wait for my damnation Because girls like me We don't get salvation I sleep with my rosary But God still isn't listening I could tell my mom Iām sorry But I doubt she would forgive me And really I can't blame her Because sinners come from sinners I can't wait to die Or maybe I'm just twenty-five.
I wrote this 2 years ago when I was certain the world was going to implode around me. It didn't.