death is a peaceful slumber
death is a painful end
death is a deep depression
death is at the bottom of the ocean
death is the solution to my problems
watching my body decay
broken and abused memories
this is not a place i want to say
tears fill my body
i'm headless, my throat is slit
i have things i can't say
and things i won't admit
my thoughts are ghostly demons
slicing me in half
but all that comes out is blood and tears
a salty, runny bath
no one to turn to to
nowhere to run
in my fantasies
we become one
i feel the sadness
evermore
and on the earth
i don't exist
i turn to dirt and bones
so no man will ever hurt me
and i die in the earth, alone
deserted as i always was.

i love you death...
i love you so much...
i am in love
with my pain
and my sadness...

i live in the past....
never to see the future...
of what my life would become...