I'm just a cell in this big *** thing.

Everyone finds their one and only,
and in the end, they will be happy.

I've realized that
you aren't the one
oh, what a monster
I've become
I was so obsessed
and so hell-bent
instead of finding
someone else
I will find
true love
somewhere close,
somewhere near,
and I will
let you go
and fall into the arms
of whoever will hold me
closely

I'm moving on and moving far
you've already shown me who you are
I'm moving on and moving fast
like a star in the night
nothing with you will last
now I've realized you're in the past
so let me go and let me be free
I don't need you, and you don't need me

Our love was nothing but a waste
and I'm addicted to your taste
but I want something much more
don't want to be your ***** *****
I want love and I want peace
someone to be kind to me

You know,
I really do work really hard..
On my myself,
my mind,
my emotions,
the things I want in life

and no one gives me any credit for it.
It's an invisible war, an invisible battle, and invisible suffering.

And I cut myself no slack whatsoall.

Something inside me
has no voice
it claws, scratches, and screams
it fires up a rage inside of me
it is the screams
of my anger
and turmoil
fighting
the abuse
the power
I itch for
but can not
reach
the *******
frustrating feeling
I can not put
into ******* words