Beauty is whispered after silence In emptiness. I am beautiful Tonight I don't remember why, I will never remember why. Haunted by memories of times I was tamed. Beauty is wild and free. Tender and grotesque. Regrets when you stop holding my hand. Whispered in a busy crowd. baby I'm sorry. Beauty is not this. Out of breath, out of sleep, tender mangling of love letters Unrehearsed tango of the lips in the dark. I will love you forever. Will never stop trying. And your silence is beautiful.