Each of my siblings and myself got a super powered life long demon that follows from our childhood. Mine is deep, dark loneliness. The kind that never goes away. It lives in my stomach, and causes me to have outbursts of rage and tears. I have tried every drug, alcohol and therapy to make it leave. It’s an ugly faced monster that ***** all the joy out of life and repeats, “you’re gonna die alone” in my ear. And to be honest, it isn’t wrong. Men have been proving him right since 2013.