I just wish someone out there knew how I felt tonight.
I wish someone could feel these tears, as they slide
down my cheek, past my lips, and, finally,
fall, onto the paper. I just want someone
to understand. I'm so tired of being alone in this.
I don't know how much longer I can do it.
I've never been so tired, so annoyed, so frustrated,
so angry, so torn up, so absolutely
******* SICK of any god ****** thing.
I've dealt with myself for years already, and
I'm already worn thin. I just don't think I
can do it. I'm tired of living, I guess, and
I just need, I NEED, someone who understands:
I'm okay with dying.