I may not be paranoid
But I check every room before I walk in

I may not be schizophrenic
But I always feel like something is behind me

I may not be depressed
But I don’t want to be alive much longer

I may not be an highly sensitive person
But I cry all day long because I feel everything

I may not have anger issues
But I hit and cut myself to keep it inside

I may not have an ed
But I stave and binge myself until it hurts

I may not have anxiety
But I am always scared of everything

I have autism
And all those things I mentioned
are because of it