Tonight the air feels very cold. I'm sitting alone at the terrace of an old cafe. Drinking coffee while opening my Tiktok account. As usual I see posts from Gazans. Various videos about their daily lives amidst the long chaos.
Half an hour ago Fadi uploaded his video. He was busy with his friends who were members of the volunteer team. They were installing tents , toilets and solar panels for the refugees in Al Mawasi. People were happy to see the results of their work.
An hour ago Dahlan uploaded his video. He held a cartoon movie watching event with his friends who were members of the volunteer team. The children looked happy watching cartoon movie in a big tent. They also got pizzas and popcorns to eat while watching cartoon.
Two hours ago Ashraf the electrical engineer uploaded his video. He looked enthusiastic about making various electronic items. Table lamp , phone charger , fan and mini refrigerator. All of which he made with scrap materials he found.
Three hours ago Mousa the civil rescuer uploaded his video. He felt hopeless couldn't save people who were crushed by building rubble. They were moaning in pain waiting to die. While Mousa just cried and couldn't do anything because of limited equipment.
Four hours ago Youmna the journalist uploaded her video. She was meeting some displaced children. They were wandering around the street picking up leftover food from the trash. Also drinking ***** water from the gutter.
Five hours ago Doctor Ayas uploaded his video. He was crying sadly when he saw premature babies who had died in incubators. Since two weeks ago he and all the medical staffs were forced to leave Al Awda Hospital. In the end the premature babies died with no one to take care of them.
Six hours ago Hamada the strange chef uploaded his video. He looked enthusiastic about making chocolate croissant cakes. After baking all the cakes were distributed to children in refugee camps. They all ate the cakes with great joy.
Seven hours ago Hind the journalist uploaded her video. She was covering the news at Al Aqsa hospital. Many people and children were seriously injured. Their legs and arms were amputated.
Eight hours ago Samih the oud player uploaded his video. He was singing while playing his oud guitar. While his friends were wearing keffiyehs and enthusiastically dancing dabke. Entertaining people and children in refugee camps.
Nine hours ago Bisan the journalist uploaded her video. She was visiting a refugee camp in Al Maghazi. Many tents were destroyed and burnt out. hit by jet bombardment last night.
Ten hours ago Abdallah the animal rescuer uploaded his video. He was feeding many stray cats he found. He was also caring for a cat that was seriously injured. Hit by fragments of an exploding missile.
Eleven hours ago Omar the tailor uploaded his video. He was sewing clothes for a little girl. The clothes were made from thin blanket. Because the girl's mother didn't have money to buy clothes or fabric.
Twelve hours ago Fatema uploaded her video. She was teaching to memorize the Quran with her friends. The children looked enthusiastic about reading verses of the Quran while sitting in a circle on the carpet. Their voices sounded melodious.
Thirteen hours ago Doctor Mohammed uploaded his video. he was exhausted taking care of injured people and children in Kamal Adwan hospital. While only a small supply of medicine remained. The fuel for the generator was also running out.
Fourteen hours ago Firaz uploaded his video. He visited the refugee camp in Al Bureij with his friends who were members of the volunteer team. They seemed enthusiastic about distributing various children's items for winter. Jackets , sweaters , scarves , shoes and thick blankets.
Fifteen hours ago Tito the clown uploaded his video. He was dancing and doing acrobatics using his long legs. While the children who saw him were very happy. They felt entertained by Tito's energetic attractions.
Sixteen hours ago Hassan the lecturer uploaded his video. In the tent he was trying to lecture online. While the wifi was very slow and the laptop battery was almost dead. But he didn't want to give up.
That's how they go through day after day in Gaza. I'm tired of seeing the long chaos in Gaza that continues every day without stopping. What I can do is comment words of encouragement to them. So that they don't feel abandoned by the world. And they still have fighting spirit to get through the hard , tiring and dangerous days.