it was done through you on April Fool's Day 1876--Offenbach, Germany. even so, irony is for the pairers of unlikelies, wowed by what poetic mystique they can milk. you were carefully stacking fresh copies of the first part of your magnum opus: "The Philosophy of Redemption"--on the floor of your apartment. the weather must've been hiding evidence of winter, with sloven chills hasting its spine. a raw cusp of bipolarities, like an unwelcome lovesickness. you were winter for thirty-four years, its last will & testament. it was ****** upon you with your mother's ****--no one could see where that would go but you. as far as death can go as a religion, it got into you as the only purifier. there was Phillip, death & its world. it was more than the transitory triteness of a: "living-death", you were its absolutist. you gave nothing time to transition to that inevitability, death was--inherent & imminently supreme. constance with no need of reminder, this rootless seed durated until your philosophy was realized. strange was the way that had you, finding it appalling for heads to rear at the way you were--you published under a pseudonym. outside was a pregnant music box, atypical sounds made by soundlessness. your four walls unfortified, they stood after the fact while before it. you stepped on to the stacked stair of your philosophy--to the word. as you were given to a noose whose knot tightened with more confliction than you.
*Inspired by the life & death of German philosopher/poet: Phillip Mainlander.