Do others try this hard?
Sinking in my bed when they all seem to fly
To the east
To the west
To the stars
I'm in the dark


Do others try this hard?
Giving it my all when I know it's not enough
I try and
I try and
I try to
Stay in touch

But it's too late I missed my chance
I'll have to start all over again


Do others try this hard?
What I want shouldn't be a mystery
But to live
To laugh and
To love are
Things so foreign to me

It's exhausting all this searching
Don't make me start all over again


Do others try this hard?
Squeezing out answers even when it hurts
While my chest
My head and
My throat all
Close up 'till I burst

In the end they never understand
I don't want to start over again

I don't want anything.