Older now Commonplace pain Doesn’t go away See no way out Of reality Colored gray Every day Just a redo Of the last Except now It just costs more Repeating the past While insisting I work For a future Precarious Wary this rigmarole More multifarious Than its vicariously Living god Has implanted More various paths Than the time we’ve been granted Could possibly tread In its dread disposition Just hopes The one chosen Leads not to Remission