Ive been trapped And stuck Ever since I was little Other than Those Little tiny snippets of Normal
Age 3 Staring at the cars All in a row While they yell In the background; Stuck
Age 3 In the grass On a sunny day With all the room to play; Little tiny snippet of normal
Age 5 I cried and cried As my only friend And our dog Died; Stuck
Age 5 On the swing Reaching way up high To touch the clouds Watching me From the sky; Little tiny snippet of normal
Age 7 Late at night in a campground As I hear people shout And break things Not so far from me But I just needed the code To the bathroom To ***; Stuck
Age 7 At the beach Feet in the sand Face all red from the heat And water in my hair As I laugh with a random stranger; Little tiny snippet of normal
Age 8 Moving to a house And thinking its great Until the knife marks Blood stains And undergarments In the fire place; Stuck
Age 8 Finding the rockface And seeing the first sunset From my tall mountain advantage; Little tiny snippet of normal
Age 9 Feeding me lies As he steals my soul And anything I ever had within; Stuck
Age 9 Camp arrowflight Smores Friends Games Sunburns And sleeping under the stars; Little tiny snippet of normal
Age 10 Blades across skin Blood dripping onto the floor From my wrist And from within Places he shouldn't be; Stuck
Age 10 Friends houses full of Laughs Smiles Fun toys to be a kid with And many places to explore With our imagination as our feet wander Anywhere beyond there; Little tiny snippet of normal
Age 12 Running into the night Afraid but free As I walk for hours Until my final destination Where I stay Until found; Stuck
Age 12 Finally moving in with a friend And the family Seeing peaceful Not dysfunctional; Tiny snippet of normal
Age 13 He defiles my body My boyfriend to be But I love him So I'm his; Stuck
Age 13 Exploring new places With a new family Smiles on our faces; Tiny snippet of normal
Age 14 Back again Back with him Because you love him So you're his And so am I; Stuck
Age 14 Exploring a ravine Free And calm With music by my side For the first time My own; Tiny snippet of normal
Age 15 It happens again But this time I dont bleed from within Just from my thighs And my wrists Before I escape; Stuck
Age 15 Moving in somewhere new Cuddles and games And kisses And so much soft affection From you; Little tiny snippet of normal
Age 16 You cheated On me I scream and I kick I hate you Get away from me; Stuck
Age 16 Walks to the store Inside jokes and park runs Full of smiles and laughs And we finally got a cat; Little tiny snippet of normal
Age 17 I must once again flee As I am blamed For the truth of another And they all Want me gone; ****
Age 17 There isnt a little tiny snippet of normal.
Age 18 You defile me And she allows it As she loves you So she is yours And I must be too But you're not the same love As before No You're new; Stuck
Age 18 Applying for my own money Getting new supports Getting better help Finding people who love me So I am theirs But this time they don't know My reasons As they never force it; Little tiny snippet of normal
Age 19 Youve done it again mom Found a new love Who declares me his As much as yours But this time I stay away And you keep him At bay But you're suffering; Stuck
Age 19 A month away Practically on my own A lifelong dream Trips with my own money To places that make me happy And a new friend Who likes me For me; Little tiny snippet of normal
These little tiny snippets of normal Keep me going And keep me sane But everytime they disappear So does my hope Of getting away