I’m slipping,
I don’t want
To believe
But it’s happening
The floor boards have given way
Gravity is pulling
I’m free falling
I’m scared
I feel numb
I feel fear
I am afraid
Paradoxically
I don’t care
I hate this
But I love the pain
I feel justified
Life is hard
But I know
I need help
But I won’t seek
First I’ll taste stone
Then…
I’ll repent

The cycle will repeat