this fear well known to me, for my truth is captive held within, fearing the honesty that seeks to liberate it from the cages where it’s hid
lesser my mettle, the truth periodically spills over. and my fleeing is not freeing for the fear travels fast, spine, legs, hands trembling treble honesty a disease, never a by your leave, or a pretty please, just a bandage ripped, and the skin, rawed from within, and now from without, and I pray til the fear in me subsides
Sometimes When We Touch Song by Dan Hill
You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you, honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you On what you say or do? I'm only just beginning To see the real you And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you 'til I die 'Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you 'Til the fear in me subsides Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battling with my pride But through the insecurity Some tenderness survives I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth Sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you 'til I die 'Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you 'Til the fear in me subsides At times I'd like to break you And drive you to your knees At times I'd like to break through And hold you endlessly At times I understand you And I know how hard you've tried I've watched while love commands you And I've watched love pass you by At times I think we're drifters Still searching for a friend A brother or a sister But then the passion flares again And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you 'til I die 'Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you 'Til the fear in me subsides Source: Musixmatch Songwriters: Barry Mann / Dan Hill