you've taught me how to turn myself inside out and come home.
frozen blades of grass brushing worn soles cushioning the pathway back to your house. I passed out and dreamt that familiar faces swore for a world without me. I believed them unconsciously pouring out more tears. broken nervous words.
I know the roads that will take me to your street. too terrified to walk knowing that it's abandoned leaving broken glass stuck in my feet.
I've laid here long enough to realize the pain in my stomach. Who are we to become so busy? Who are we to forget?
Holding back as lines start to blur we forget who we were with no answers on what to fix.
cold nights shake me.
"I'll stop believing in you when you stop being real."