I loved you with all my heart
so mother why pummel me like that
you ripped a little soul apart
like a drop of an unspoken hat
I don’t understand your reasons
Carried on through the seasons
Why did you have to choke me like that
I loved you un-conditionally
you bashed me un-consciously
I wish I could understand
how you could love and hate me so much
I’m staring the abyss in the face
I could never feel god’s grace
you destroyed me, I was little
so fragile and so very brittle
I died when I could only take so much
We are not that resilient
We are not at all hesitant
To love you with all of our love
We won’t know fulfilment
We didn’t know resistance
We are in-significance
A child lost his confidence
Never again…..
Never again……..
Never again……
Never……
Never will I raise up and touch the flag
suffocate me in a plastic bag
I am but a broken heart-beat
I am damaged, incomplete
I love you so much
writing this rips me apart
but I won’t have to write this
ever again…..
I love you so much but my heart
can never mend