A slow elevator and a full panel Of glowing, numbered buttons— I wait patiently, tapping my foot, Smiling cordially as body after Body enters the slicing doors, Making it warmer, stuffier. My lungs fill slower as itchy Fabric stands next to me, (Awkward silence and futile Attempts at small talk,) But when my floor finally Flashes above with a ding, I cannot make it through The throng of tentative Hand gestures and pressed Bodies—My arm barely slips Through a gap, and I think That my fingers will stop The doors from closing-- But they only jam on my Bones, crunching the knuckles Before descending further, Dragging my broken flesh And screams lower and lower. Only then do the bodies shrink Back against the walls, Giving me space to fall to My knees, gasping at the pain And the dormant button of the Floor to my missed exit.
And yet, I cannot blame the others in the elevator.