They photographed their baby girl whose sense Of running water was to grapple, frail As aught excuse, for lo, a handhold, fail, Yet keep on trying, the faucet no defense; And now she's left behind, this grasping hence To just retain whatever slips sans bail Betwixt those clutching fingers maunt avail, All like the liquid water, mere pretense. Lo, watch light trickle out as gloaming'd stir, But one month til I'm fifty...is that true? What had I here, whom held I close, in poor Reply gone far from me, despite love too? Oh LORD my God Who changest not, in Your Hand tis to give and take, all I've of You.
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Ever since studying those black and white photos of days I've no memory of as I don't recall much of anything before I was five or so, those particular scenes have haunted me like a reminder of how I waste my time attempting to hang on to what I cannot actually hold.