My sweet Cupcake, How's it going sweets? You see my old man yet? How about Broccoli? I ******* can't without you ***, your "Bell" Has been through Hell lately. I never thought I'd miss your pet names so ******* much. Sometimes when I'm alone I always say those names in my head to stay focused. I used to be so ******* excites to travel the distance to see you let alone spend hours socializing on the phone or even sitting online with each other's company. Dear Lord I ******* miss that to the ******* moon and back baby. I wish to even smoke a bowl with you or even just have your favorite snacks with you. (Strawberry cheesecake Danish) (Cheez-It DUOZ Sharp Cheddar and Parmesan Cheese) I have so much to say but can't even type them or write them or even let alone say them. But I will say this, I love and Miss and Need you Nicole Michelle Hammond. Love always your Bellion P. S. Sorry if I spelt the nickname wrong, you never taught me how to spell it xoxo love you cupcake.